Tomorrow

Why is this feeling so bad?
I miss her so much,that it hurts my heart.
I hate that feeling.
Sometimes I feel like Im empty inside,sometimes I feel something but its just my mind making tricks at me.
Why this Karma doesnt want me or my friends to be happy?
What did we do wrong`?

Maybe Karma thinks that I dont deserve her...her love.Maybe Karma wants me to be all alone again.
Karma is a bitch,that I do know.
When she is with me I forget all the bad things,all the sad feelings.
I dont cry cuz thats not like me.Im always the stronger one.
All my people thought me to be strong,to be always there for other even if they dont need me.

I hope some day I feel complete again,cuz I hate that Im still half-person.
I sometimes miss the old me,the always happy me.
When I was happy I didnt hurt myself.In the past I have done so many bad things to myself,so many bad choices,but the past is behind me now.

I am the new version of me.I know I have said that so many times.But I am better than before.
I am always there when somebody needs my help.
So many friends I have lost in the time,but I have gain few new.

I dont wanna be sad cuz thats not me.Im gonna be happy,okey Im gonna try to be happy all the time.

So Karma come on and take me down,because I wont go down with out a fight.Karma,you cant break me down.Love that I have,gives me strenght to fight.

She is the love of my life.

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BYEZ.